Sunday, March 25, 2012

Beat the Heat?

It has been getting noticeably hotter, here lately. It seems we went from scorching summer to a warm fall, skipped winter and spring, and went straight back to summer. We had virtually no snow the entire winter, and the first several months of fall were barely not-as-hot as the previous summer had been. We were lucky to have the pop up camper with air conditioning this passed summer, also. And now there is discussion of this summer. Hmmmm. I'd like to experience Louisiana culture, but I can only imagine the heat down there ): Plus, I'm dying to stay in a beautiful cabin in the mountains, where it wouldn't be as hot.
I feel like I'm really getting prepared for summer though, also. I'm prepared to suit up! lol In my bathing suit, that is... I've gotten my shorts and capris ordered and shipping on its way, I can't wait.
Hopefully Tori's schedule will be clear enough to hang out with her a bit. Maybe some jet ski riding will white-out her schedule.
And hopefully I will be spending some time in Tennessee to help out Aunt Jenny to decorate and fix up the house, it's gonna be so much fun.
On another note, I'm definitely looking forward to all the hiking, baseball, corn-hole, and cookouts coming up! And then there will be the nearly-every-weekend lake trips for jet skis.
But most of all, this one will be another summer I get to spend with Matt, which makes me the most excited (plus, there's also my birthday).
I'm also getting really into mini golf :D I've played a variety of courses and I've come to really enjoy it a lot.
However, with all of this excitement, I do realize just how far away all of this is.. It's only the end of March. Seeing as how there weren't any snow days, I'm sure the high school kiddies will be out in mid-May, at the very least.
Watching Friends With Benefits has only furthered my adoration of Semisonic and Mila Kunis (: And speaking of movies... The Hunger Games movie was incredible and I absolutely loved it. The books were a lot more fantastic, but who could deny Josh Hutcherson as Peeta? Peeta's character was always an incredibly likable and sincere, which Josh nailed. I absolutely cannot wait for Catching Fire! Matt loved Hunger Games sooo mcuh, he wants to go see it again, already (: Gotta love him!
This year has already proved to be a complete opposite of last year in so many ways.. Weather, relationships, hopes, achievements, etc.

Monday, March 19, 2012

Summer of Memories

     A few summers ago, I went camping with a friend of mine, and her two parents. It was every bit as fun for us - until we made the most unforgettable memory.
     This was the first time I had been camping with them, but it wasn't the last. I hadn't ever been to this lake before, either. Every morning we would wake up to blueberry muffin mix pancakes and milk followed by fishing for hours. After the first day, we had to make a trip into the nearest town, and hit up Wal Mart for something to qualm my sunburn from the sun reflecting off the lake. After our morning fishing trip, Kayla and I would spend a bit of time at the cleaning station goofing off while her parents cut the filets off the assortment of blue gill, catfish, and shellcrackers, which would later be battered and fried up for dinner that evening. But first, we'd get back to the campsite, and snack a bit for lunch. Then we'd decide to take our bikes and ride them over to the shop and look around, then swing on the tiny campground playground. Once we chatted and were tired of swinging. We'd mount our bikes again and take off through the winding roads that lead to places like loading docks, other areas of the campground, a stage, and the swimming area. We would sing and laugh and talk while we rode our bikes, weaving everywhere through the numerous speed bumps, avoiding walkers and the rare truck hauling a boat or new campers. Once we either tired of riding, got far enough, or were thirsty, we would turn our bikes and ride on back to the campsite: where we would bask in the freezing air conditioning of the camper, snack on small cans of Pringles Barbecue chips, and guzzle down Pepsi and water. Oh, I remember my favorite place to ride our bikes was to the right of our campsite, passed the bath houses, and the swimming area and up this winding and talk hill. It was so much fun to ride up and down that monster of a hill.
     This was so many summers ago, I can't hardly remember how long we were there or anything like that. But there is one thing I will absolutely never forget. Something that rattled our brains one early afternoon. It was probably from the heat, and how tired we were and that our water was all gone. Kentucky summers are brutally hot and we were over-joyed to have access to a camper with air-conditioning. But we weren't at the campsite. Even being shaded by the dozens of trees didn't help how hot, out-of-breath, and tired were we: they did nothing to shield us from the sun's attacks.
     We told my friends parents that we were going out to ride our bikes around the campground for awhile, and they said they'd be back at the campsite, but might head out for Wal Mart a little later on, just in case we weren't back before they left. So, we got some water bottles, attached them to our bikes, and rode off in the direction of the Outpost campground store. We stopped to swing a bit to cool off from the heat, feeling the wind brushing us on the swings. Once we cooled down a bit, we rode passed the store and went on to the stage area, and she showed me some bike and walking trails that looped around the stage. We knew to keep track of our directions, in case we got further than we wanted, and decided to turn back, instead of continuing forward. We took mostly lefts, since we entered on the right side of the stage, and expected to exit on the left side of the stage. The trail was easy and mostly flat. And before we knew it, we exitted the left side of the stage. We wanted to do it again, so we tried the trail and tried other trails, too. Then we had the bright idea to take the trail, but do the opposite of what we normally take. At first, we were having a blast: the trail was a little longer, which we had anticipated, the trees were dense around us, but not dense enough to hide the stage from view. But we rode deeper on the trail. After awhile, we realized we hadn't had to turn anymore, we couldn't see the stage, and we thought we would have been back around, which we weren't. Then we came to a fallen tree, or something. I remember Kayla going first, getting off her bike and carrying it over.. But as I was about to go, she told me she had seen a snake, so we avoided it by hurrying across and riding away. We continued on for quite awhile, and we had lost track of time just talking.
     Inevitably, we noticed it wasn't circling back, but we knew it had to end, because it was definitely a man-made trail. It wasn't wide enough for more than two bikes and definitely not suitable for a four wheeler or anything like that. We kept going forward, choosing to avoid another run-in with the snake back the way we had come. The sun began to blare down on us, despite the shade from the enormously tall trees surrounding us. We rode further, hoping for an end, another person, another trail - something. But we found nothing as we rode. The sweltering heat forced me to take periods where I stood next to my bike, pushing it by the handlebars. We were hopeless, thirsty, hot, and sweaty. We were desperate to find any sign to an end of the trail, anything at all - and then we saw him. He was either walking, or running, or something - I can't hardly remember.. But as he passed us we were determined to learn where he had come from. He informed us that not too much farther, the trail came to a gravel road with a sign on it. We were reluctant to pedal further; however, we used all of our remaining strength, and our new found hope to slam the pedals down and force our bikes to skid on the dirt path around the winding corners and passed all of the trees. We put so much distance behind us, we began to question the hiker-guy, until we saw a break in the trees. We giggled and screamed out for civilization, so elated and joyful. But when we came to the road, we saw nothing. We looked in both directions, and for what seemed like miles of straight gravel road, there was nothing. No cars, no people, nothing. We began to walk in one direction and eventually saw a sign. Don't ask me what it said, I can't remember it at all. But we kept going in that same direction, walking along, pushing our bikes and alternating to riding slowly sometimes. We were incredibly tired from all the heat and from the over-exertion to escape the woods. We were beat. The day had taken its toll on us and we were on the brink of breaking down. We begged and pleaded for something to come by, to let us know where we were. At that point we could only assume we were miles from the stage, miles from the campground.
     The crunch of gravel could barely be heard over our own tires scattering rocks and dust. Behind us came along a truck. What kind of truck, the color, and anything else I can't remember - but I do remember the man and two women who slowed down to a stop and took notice to how down-trodden we were. They offered to give us a ride and we could only look at each other - mentally examining our situation and the decision that had to be made. The man hopped out and helped us load our bikes into his truck bed. The two women helped us into the back seat. We were frightened beyond belief, but we were extremely thankful. The blonde and brunette women were asking us all kinds of questions.. It was only so much for us to reply with stiffened answers. Through the toils of the day, along with our loss of hope, and our despairing thirst had made us quasi-delirious and fully terrified. So many things were going through our heads, it was all we could do to answer their questions. The blonde went out of her way to prove to us that they had good intentions and only wanted to help, but a shroud of distrust loomed. These people were strangers who picked us up, who knows where, and are taking us who knows where.. They both explained their relation, and how the brunette was married to the driver, and how the blonde had kids. She even showed us pictures and told us how old they were and how they would feel if we were their kids. Slowly, we were disarmed, little-by-little. I mostly remember the blonde showing us a brown bag that she pulled a Mountain Dew from. She offered it to us, pointing out that the piece of plastic is still attached to the cap and that no one had opened or drank from it. Immediately, Kayla accepted it and we took turns drinking from it. I also remember the taste of blood in my mouth, as I tried to hold back tears. The pressure of the day was getting to me. I knew I had to be strong, but I noticed Kayla tearing up and I remember I wanted so badly for this all to be over. For us to be home...
     The entire ride wasn't long. I tried so hard to concentrate on their questions. What happened? Where are you from? Do you remember what campground you are staying at? What's the name? Our minds drew a blank. They drove us a little further, until we noticed a familiar information center we had stopped at before. They took us all inside and we asked the person behind the counter questions and we narrowed down the possible campgrounds. I may not have remembered that day, but I do remember now, that we were staying at Hillman Ferry. Which turned out, the entrance was down the road from the information center. Our hearts lightened at the sight of the check-in box to our campground, which was a real short walk from our campsite. We pointed it to them, and we got out, noticing that her parents must have gone off to the store, after all. Almost immediately after, they left, and we went into the camper and decided that there was no possible way we could tell anyone what had happened to us that day. That anyone that we would tell (namely, our parents) would never let us go back.      That experience only made us stronger, and never made us not want to go back to the campground. In fact, we went back that very next summer. But we avoided the trails, period. We joked about it for a long time, as we grew more comfortable about it. In retrospect, I wouldn't take anything back. That experience made me who I am today. What made that experience even more memorable was that I was with my best friend and I wasn't alone.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

My Voice of Reason

There has always been this one that has been there, and has always been able to level with me on anything. She helps you to see the pros and cons of any situation and helps you talk it out - work it out - figure it out. Her effervescent spirit can immediately lighten any mood, and she could bring peace to countries that are at war (: She has, undoubtedly, always been there when I needed her. She's helped me through a lot of relationship issues, family issues, school issues, etc. You are one excellent listener!
Her bubbly personality is the kryptonite to my blah moments.
I love you, Tori. You truly are the best friend that anyone could ever hope to have! You carry a sparkling soul that influences every single person you meet. Anyone who has met you, is lucky, and knows it because their life improves to an exponent of infinity, lol You're the best, and I'm so glad to have you in my life. You're the sweetest, most trusting person - and the world needs more people like you, in it.

Friday, March 9, 2012

In the Now

"It's amazing how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will become a complete stranger. You will pass by them without a word: without a single acknowledging look. This person - who once knew you so well - who once knew your fears, your desires, your dreams, your past… Is now walking right past you, seeing right through you."


Looking back through the years, I can't believe how long we've been best friends: through the good times and the bad. You were there when I needed you, always. You were there to share the most wonderful memories with - the unforgettable kind. You know how true it is. You know that, no matter what happens, or what goes on down the road, even if we become strangers.. So as time passes and days go by, just remember that when you need me - that no matter what time or place - I will always be willing to be there by your side, as your best friend, if you'll be mine. Relationships are to be built upon: buildings are torn down, but with luck (and a crack team of clean-up workers) a new building can be built in its place: a fortress, stronger than the one that stood before it. Mutual honesty and virtually no BS. Screw the past, embrace the present, and set out toward the future.

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Friendship n |frĕnd'shĭp'|
1. (a)The quality or condition of being friends.

Best Friends n |BFFs|
1. (a) A person you know well and regard with affection and trust (b) The one friend who is closest to you

Stranger n |stranjer|
n.
1. (a) One who is neither a friend nor an acquaintance.
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Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Almost A Year

As I reflect on previous posts I've made, I take notice to how fantastic my life was, and just how much more incredible it is, now. My family is a lot closer, and my relationship with Matt is all the more closer. Once the anguish of senior year evolved into numbness, I became a lot happier. I may have lost my best friend in the world, but I forced myself to make new friends and build on the relationships I had already developed. My true friends are the light that breach the dark clouds after a tornado.
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True adj \'trü\
1. (a) Steadfast, Loyal (b) Honest, Just
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Today is my mom's 40th birthday! And James' 17th is right around the corner.. My boyfriend has been living with me for about six months. I've been painting quite often, as a hobby. The Wii has been getting most of my attention lately. We've been playing Super Mario N64 on and off for a week or so, now. And Mario Kart has almost been beaten(: I've been hiking as often as I can with Matt.Right now, I'm focusing on being there for my sister - she's currently overwhelmed with a plethora of issues - but with Zack, I know she can conquer.

My Sites Update:
+ Tumblr: http://dirtylaundrywar.tumblr.com/
+ Skype: skypetokristen



Words To Live By:

I planned to say all these terrible things to you, but in the end, I just want to tell you that I missed you.

I'm mature enough to forgive you, but I'm not stupid enough to trust you.